| although i havent posted in a while...ive got some probs so all people from cog and other places...im going MIA for a few weeks...ive got some tough thinking to do
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| Im going through one of the hardest things in my entire life. Everything is so confusing...
Ive found the greatest friend that ive ever had....shes the best person ive ever met and it hurts me to see her upset...ive been counseling her recently and...well...i dont want to go into too much detail in that area as of yet..
My spiritual journey is going on....im taking it slow and in fact i find that its working better...
i find myself looking to God when usually i would try to solve the problem myself. The road is rough and i constantly find myself making mistakes..but one day at a time i suppose..
Ive figured out alot of answers to questions...and made twice as many questions as i had when i started
Relationship wise its me, my friends, and him...
Not likely to be any females in the near future unless God intends it
The lonely feeling i once had when i used to be alone is gone....most would say its God filling the void...but...idk.....im not secure enough to say that
Truth is my life from now on...
I live freely, and absorb every bit of fun out of it....you never know when youll make a wrong turn....so you gotta live while you can...
On a seperate note...ive been invited to a bonfire....
I may go, but there will probably be drinknig and smoking there...and to remain strong i must remove temptation from my sight..
so..thats still a toss up..
and heres a shocker for everyone
i miss school..VERY MUCH
Work has just become a boring hassle...i hate it..i wish i didnt have to do it this summer so i could just....chill with friends all day...sigh..but oh well..
Other then all that...my life is a compleate whirlwind of confusion and frighting images of bad ddr and stuff..
i should totally be asleep though....its 2am....i have work tomorrow...im probably not going to sleep tonight...ill stay up listening to music...that works..
anyway..bye
Peace is not an absence of war, it is a virtue, a state of mind, a disposition for benevolence, confidence, justice.
Baruch Benedict de Spinoza
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| Lifes much diffrent, im not longer dating and ive got alot of work....ALOT..
the weird thing is im happy...very happy...its a cool feeling..and not to say that i wasnt happy before...but..
this is a new happy....i cant explain it.....its deep inside me...
I think things are going to be great...very great......later all
Quote...i know ive done it before..but i truly know the meaning now..
You will never be happy if you continue to search for what
happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the
meaning of life. Albert Camus
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| Been a while guys
ehh..
idk...lifes great now..
im stronger in certain areas...doing great...im for sure in love...:P love ya morgan babe..
well..ive got alot to say but..meh..im a bit to....not wanting to type at the moment..ill update later
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| I wont be posting much for the next month or 2..
ive got some stuff ive gotta deal with..ill talk about it when i return..later guys |
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